List of Characters in my Life. (ALWAYS ON EDIT. )

Corvallis-From Corvallis Oregon I met him from Okcupid sometime in mid 2010. He is nerdy, sweet, a year older than me and lived an hour a way. I adored him and may of fell in love with him. Sadly a long distance thing could not work out between us and I moved to Boston. I try not to dwell on how much I really liked him.
Daddydom-From the Boston area I met him through Collarme in May of 2011.As of January 2013 we have  broken up. He is a computer programmer 20 years my senior. We originally met to maybe do some nude photography. He is in an open relationship with his wife. I have met her and she is very awesome. I felt something with him early on and went with it. We are currently still dating. He is now my Daddy. In a Daddy/ lil girl thing, not so much a "little" sort of situation. More like I get to act like a child sometimes, a brat. (I love him and he loves me, this is very new to me. He makes me so happy.) ( I did not want to take the italic part out after we broke up. I am very hurt but I am hoping someday I will feel good about it.)
Dante-From Salem Oregon I met him on Fetlife sometime early 2010. He is an veteran about my age and honestly was coming off a bad break up. I was more than willing to be a rebound. He was the first real life Dom I met. He was perfect for that. I still adore him. He recently got engaged and is getting married soon! I am absolutely ecstatic for him. As of Feb 2013 he is married with a baby on the way.
Dom-From California I met him on Babblesex early 2009. He is in his mid-40's, divorced and an amazing father and baker. We first started with a textual relationship, cybering and talking. Later we moved the phone, we did a Dom/sub thing for a  while. Playing while never meeting. We became close friends and he became one of my closest confidants. He still his. As we continue talking we became less sexual and more friends. We met once in 2011 in New York. We still talk often on the phone about our lives. I trust him and love him in a non-romantic way.
Evil Twin-From the Boston area I met her on Felife through my book club in very early 2011. She is my Evil Twin because she shares my name and look strikingly like me in hair and color. We liked to play that up in a teasing way. We became good friends and I feel close to her. She is married in a monogamish/ openish relationship. I played with him and her husband, her alone and she loaned her husband to me more than one. They recently moved to Chicago and I miss her greatly.
Jae- Went on one date in April 2011. I slept with him on the first date and greatly regretted it. Lesson learned.
Lavalier- From Boston I met him on CollarMe in 2011. He was in his 50's and we did not work out. I am shamed to say I think I was tempted by his money I think. It turns out he was a little on the rapey side. We only did two dates, no sex or play.
Giles- From Boston I met him on Fetlife through my book club in early 2011 . He is my age and is a librarian.  He recently adopted an adorable baby. He is a transgender FTM gay man, that I somehow amazingly magically get to have as a lover despite my female bits. He taught me a lot about myself and gender as a whole. I am blessed to have him as a friend and lover.
Metronerd-From Boston area I met him on Okcupid in mid 2011. He is nerdy, slightly insecure at times and 3 years older than me. We dated for a very short time then were fuck buddies for a while, that ended. Now we are friends that hang out and sometimes we do kinky play with no sex. Mostly he is my good friend.
Murphy- From Boston area met him early 2012. We went on a couple dates and played once. He never called me back. Sort of an asshole. As of Feb 2013 he has contacted me and wants to set up a play date. I am unsure.
Phonesexman- From somewhere in Main started talking to him late 2009. He is my superhero of a phone sex man. He loves to make me cum. We have also become friends over the year talking about life. I have never met him but would love to.
The Salesman-From outside Boston we met in 2011. We dated for a while and then things did not work out so I had to break up him.  As of Feb 2013 it seems that he is happily married now with a baby on the way.
Sir-From Boston I met in him early 2011. He is in his 40's and can be inventively sadistic. We fucked up for a while and did not figure out how to have a thing between us. We are good now but he is in and out of the state so I don't see him often.
Teacher- Met him on Babblesex sometimes early in 2008. We have never met in person and have almost a purely textual relationship. We have done a couple cam/mic stuff but we are still friends that cyber.

Valentine cuteness.

Now I try not to fall into the girl thing about valentines day. But I wont lie I love being spoiled. It makes me purr inside to be spoiled to know someone cares about me like that. Its often the little things that make me so very happy. This year I was spoiled by several thing. The Salesman got me a book. It was a very sweet thoughtful gift. He knows I read a lot and its a BDSM book called Mercy. Its looks like a love/smut story. I purred with the thoughtfulness of it. Then a couple days later Metronerd got me a rose and a snuggie! I actually love my snugglie. Its purple and has peace signs on it. Adorable right! He said he was getting his mom a rose too and got me one as well. This was super sweet especially since we are doing the JUST friends game.

I like being spoiled.

Not in the mood to post.

Attractive. So I am no longer playing with Metronerd. Today he informed me we should have sex any more. I pushed him for a why, which I guess is where I went wrong. He told me that he no longer found me attractive, that he was bored with me. I must admit this hurt rather badly. I don't have the highest self confidence in self as it is. I am going cold turkey on him for a while, since I considered him a friend first, so that maybe someday in the future that we can be friends again. It also just came at a really poor time for me, being alone now for so many days. There is something that allows you to wallow a little when your alone and getting nothing for Christmas.

OK enough self pity, back to our regular programing tomorrow.

Vanilla can be yummy too.

So as you read this blog you may figure out that I am into kinky sex. But that is not to mean that I don't enjoy vanilla sex. Though I must admit I was actually pleasantly surprised when I found that I do enjoy regular sex. That may sound odd. But I jumped right into kinky sex, lost my virginity in a threesome. Which was awesome don't get me wrong. But it means up till Corvallis I had only had kinky partners. I was very happy when I found I was not so twisted sexually that I could still get off to vanilla sweet sex. Corvallis really made me quite happy and I miss him. I would of actually started a relationship with him if I had stayed on his side of the US. And this is a big thing for me to say since the idea of calling someone my boyfriend scares me. Actually just writing that was bad.

But moving on. I recently got to play with Metronerd and we had some really fun morning sex. Morning sex is great. Actually I adore being woke up by a hard cock, or better yet by fingers slide into my pussy. Yes morning sex rocks. Not to mention there is something incredibly nice waking up naked next to someone. So I woke up next to Metronerd and after just a little snuggling, my part I assure you, we had nice vanilla sex. The type that after leaves you warm and wet after. Actually the part that stands out the most was how much Metronerd came. So hot. After cuddling I snuggled down his body for little blow job and climbed on top. After grinding and riding his cock for a while he told me he wanted to watch me cum. So he handed me my toy and I quickly orgasmed next to him. I turned to help him and he finished. And wow, he shot so far. It was the first I have ever seen in person cum that much in real life. I must admit that I have sometimes in porn considered that cum shot to be a little bit of a lie; especially if the cock was off screen. But after watching this I am sure there is a little truth in it. Then we cuddled and took a hot shower and with that snow thats starting up thats just what a girl could want.

Abby got a present!

Wrist restraints. So Metronerd got me a Christmas present last night. A pair of these really pretty wrist restraints. They are soft yet sturdy. I absolutely love them. I have not actually gotten the chance to use them yet. I opened my present then sort of went back to the couch to watch a movie. Where he then took control. So hot when he does that. He first had me blow him, something that I love to do with his cock. Not only does he taste yummy but the size of its perfect of making myself push that little bit into discomfort. Which to me is hot. He had me ride him for a while on the couch. I felt very naughty for two reasons. One there is a window right in front of me when I did this. Two I had a conversation with the Roomie earlier jokily about sex on said couch. And that I should not leave stains with my nymphomaniac ways. He had suggested a towel, but really sex on couches is not always planned out. Then he turned me around and fucked me from behind. Till I was actually worried about sound, the wall next to the couch is actually the entry way of the who apartment complex. Sound carries VERY well.

We went to the bed instead. Sex was hard and fast, I wanted him to fuck me hard. Begged him to; and he obliged. In the end he pulled out and had me use my vibrator on myself so he could watch me fuck my pussy till I came. It was so fun panting I turned to help him and he came. It always still amazes me to watch me cum hard. I mean its like a water gun sometimes. It shot out so far! Very fun to watch. We calmed down and I demanded cuddles.

A Nice Red Ass

This porn review is one of Kami Tora's. I love this artist. If you read my blog you will see more of his work. There is so much I love about this picture. The use of color on her ass and cheeks. How the black white and grey are so stark to each other. How he is all dressed up. Speaking of which Metronerd came over and took to heart that I sometimes like him dressed me naked. Damn it was hot. He wore is work clothes; nice slacks, button up shirt, shiny shoes and belt. Oh yum. We were going out to dinner first and I had to keep myself from jumping him. in this picture I must say I like her half dressed, the stockings are a great touch. I love how in control he is in this situation and how hot it makes her. The wetness in the picture is great the obvious dripping from her pussy and her left over tears from her rough spanking. I just love this, I think its just perfectly erotic.

The Art of a Quickie

I am sitting on my couch in the light of my tiny Christmas tree which perfectly sits in its coffee cup. I must say I rather love this little tree. It transforms my small apartment into this magical space. Anyway today thought I would give a bit of a personal story and talk about how awesome quickies are.

I did not start having sex until I was out of college. It can be well assumed by that time that I was well acquainted with my body and what I need to get off quickly, hotly and... well efficiently. I can honestly say I had it timed down to the minute; should I want to get off between class and practice. This also means that I never did that sneaking around stuff in high school. Nor did I do any hiding from roommates in college. But there is something to be said in that fast quickie with your partner.

Why I like quickies may differ from others. I think part of this has to do with the lucky talent I have at getting wet rather easily. I love the excitement of the act and pressing need in both partners. The aggressive desire and roughness often accompanied in the act. I was lucky to have a rather fun quickie recently.

I had my friend, Metronerd, over for dinner and movies. We had actually planed the evening so that us fucking would be hard to do. We are currently working on becoming better friends. I know that we work well in bed but for us we started sex quite early on in our friendship. After a yummy home cooked dinner we were both relaxing on the couch. I was warmly cuddled into the crook of his arm while we snuggled under the blanket. I am well aware that I was instigating something with my physical closeness, I had decided that I wanted to play around at some point in the night but he was sticking to the plan. But as we went into our third show on hulu I was pretty sure nothing was going to happen. My roommate was going to come home at anytime.

I knew he was fiddling around with his penis but was kindly ignoring it like you do when male friends adjust themselves. Then when the next commercial came on he roughly grabbed my hair and pulled my down to his cock. I practically started vibrating with excitement. But it was his voice that did it for me, as it often does. Calmly he just told me to "Suck." And so I did. I always love that first moment when I get a hard begging cock in in my mouth. His hand tightened in my hair and I hungrily slid him in and out of my mouth. Pushing him deep in my mouth so my nose and lips pressed against the roughness of his jeans. He pulled me up and ordered me to turn off the tv. I jumped to it and then went to go back to get more of that delicious cock in my mouth. He let me for barely a moment before he pulled me off making me stand while I whined for more.

He pulled me to my room and my heart was pounding. I was overwhelmed with want and loved how he took control in that moment. He just told me "Knees" I dropped down and started in on his cock again. Having fun at this angle to see how often I could get him to hit the back of my throat. He growled for me to strip, and I did but what made me just melt was that he added a deep "slowly." Getting yourself to move slowly when all you want is to move fast and get off is so hard. I was naked on my knees looking up at him clothed and reached down and was overwhelmed by how wet I was. The next few moments were a blur. He stripped, a condom was found, and I was on my hands and knees begging. He fucked me hard. But then just when I wanted more he pulled out. He laid down took my hair and had me take him in my mouth as he finished. So hot. I swallowed all his cum and played until he was sensitive and had me stop. It did not take much for me to orgasm after him. Just a little help with my dildo and I was left gasping.

We got dressed in under a minute. Then ran back to the living room and were making cookies as my roommate came home. I felt so very sneaky that I had to keep my self from giggling. Sitting next to him the rest of the night I felt like I had a fun naughty secret.