Online dating!

So I am currently using two online dating sites. OkCupid and Collarme. I have had mild success with both. I met Daddydom on Collarme. I met Corvallis on Okcupid. I have been happy with it but I always feel like I am not showing the whole me. On Collarme I am out and proud of who I am sexually but it does not show my innocent, geeky, vanilla side. The switch for OkCupid, they don't know that I am a kinky slut till later.  Sigh I will keep having to try.

Also! http://superharmony.com/

This is great funny site about online dating for super heroes! I love the line "She wears this to bed!"

List of Characters in my Life. (ALWAYS ON EDIT. )

Corvallis-From Corvallis Oregon I met him from Okcupid sometime in mid 2010. He is nerdy, sweet, a year older than me and lived an hour a way. I adored him and may of fell in love with him. Sadly a long distance thing could not work out between us and I moved to Boston. I try not to dwell on how much I really liked him.
Daddydom-From the Boston area I met him through Collarme in May of 2011.As of January 2013 we have  broken up. He is a computer programmer 20 years my senior. We originally met to maybe do some nude photography. He is in an open relationship with his wife. I have met her and she is very awesome. I felt something with him early on and went with it. We are currently still dating. He is now my Daddy. In a Daddy/ lil girl thing, not so much a "little" sort of situation. More like I get to act like a child sometimes, a brat. (I love him and he loves me, this is very new to me. He makes me so happy.) ( I did not want to take the italic part out after we broke up. I am very hurt but I am hoping someday I will feel good about it.)
Dante-From Salem Oregon I met him on Fetlife sometime early 2010. He is an veteran about my age and honestly was coming off a bad break up. I was more than willing to be a rebound. He was the first real life Dom I met. He was perfect for that. I still adore him. He recently got engaged and is getting married soon! I am absolutely ecstatic for him. As of Feb 2013 he is married with a baby on the way.
Dom-From California I met him on Babblesex early 2009. He is in his mid-40's, divorced and an amazing father and baker. We first started with a textual relationship, cybering and talking. Later we moved the phone, we did a Dom/sub thing for a  while. Playing while never meeting. We became close friends and he became one of my closest confidants. He still his. As we continue talking we became less sexual and more friends. We met once in 2011 in New York. We still talk often on the phone about our lives. I trust him and love him in a non-romantic way.
Evil Twin-From the Boston area I met her on Felife through my book club in very early 2011. She is my Evil Twin because she shares my name and look strikingly like me in hair and color. We liked to play that up in a teasing way. We became good friends and I feel close to her. She is married in a monogamish/ openish relationship. I played with him and her husband, her alone and she loaned her husband to me more than one. They recently moved to Chicago and I miss her greatly.
Jae- Went on one date in April 2011. I slept with him on the first date and greatly regretted it. Lesson learned.
Lavalier- From Boston I met him on CollarMe in 2011. He was in his 50's and we did not work out. I am shamed to say I think I was tempted by his money I think. It turns out he was a little on the rapey side. We only did two dates, no sex or play.
Giles- From Boston I met him on Fetlife through my book club in early 2011 . He is my age and is a librarian.  He recently adopted an adorable baby. He is a transgender FTM gay man, that I somehow amazingly magically get to have as a lover despite my female bits. He taught me a lot about myself and gender as a whole. I am blessed to have him as a friend and lover.
Metronerd-From Boston area I met him on Okcupid in mid 2011. He is nerdy, slightly insecure at times and 3 years older than me. We dated for a very short time then were fuck buddies for a while, that ended. Now we are friends that hang out and sometimes we do kinky play with no sex. Mostly he is my good friend.
Murphy- From Boston area met him early 2012. We went on a couple dates and played once. He never called me back. Sort of an asshole. As of Feb 2013 he has contacted me and wants to set up a play date. I am unsure.
Phonesexman- From somewhere in Main started talking to him late 2009. He is my superhero of a phone sex man. He loves to make me cum. We have also become friends over the year talking about life. I have never met him but would love to.
The Salesman-From outside Boston we met in 2011. We dated for a while and then things did not work out so I had to break up him.  As of Feb 2013 it seems that he is happily married now with a baby on the way.
Sir-From Boston I met in him early 2011. He is in his 40's and can be inventively sadistic. We fucked up for a while and did not figure out how to have a thing between us. We are good now but he is in and out of the state so I don't see him often.
Teacher- Met him on Babblesex sometimes early in 2008. We have never met in person and have almost a purely textual relationship. We have done a couple cam/mic stuff but we are still friends that cyber.

PDA

I am not good at public displays of affection. Actually, I am really bad at them. Which is weird to me. In my head I feel I should be good at them. But I have actually found that when I like a boy I have a hard time showing in public. I really only noticed this when I was dating Corvallis. Now it should be said that I really liked him. Like in the high school makes my stomach get butterflies way. There are a few moments that really stand out in my head. Once when we were walking to the grocery store from my house I did not notice that I casual was holding his hand as we walked. It was not until that we hit a street with lots of people that I felt silly. I pulled my hand away as sneakily as possible. He took it in stride, after giving me a calculated look and just stood closer, I still really appreciate it. We were together for a couple months before I leaned up and kissed him in public. I did not even notice until like 10 min later when we were outside he leaned down and kissed me whispering that he was proud. I was confused and it showed. He told me what I did and I guess I blushed and babbled for a moment trying to be cool. He just kissed me again.

Point of view.

So I will post more on this later. But I recently got it into my head that I wanted to take pictures of me during sex. MUCH HARDER than it sounds. I feel like I have been told many times by lovers that they love watching me suck their cock. Often holding my hair out of the way to see my lips move. Wanting to see my eyes. Corvallis was particularly fond of looking down while fucking me legs spread and pushed up to my chest to see his cock move in and out of my pussy. He face would get so hot and happy. I loved it. I of course awkwardly asked what he was looking at.

As for this picture I picked it out for the perfect point of view. I love giving head so much and I love how sexy she look looking up with want with a cock full in her mouth. Her nipple is just asking to be pulled at and teased. I also want to know how blind she is with those glasses because though they look very sexy on her she is not using them to see up. I have down this position and am rather blind so I know this does not work. I also like the lighting and and the softness of her.

Ok now I am horny, I am off to masturbate. Night blog.

A moment of cuteness.

I love comics. I now love Dead Pool. This is ALL because of Corvallis. The morning after I spent the night at his house I was sitting in the living room topless brushing my wet hair. He was in the kitchen making me tea and toast. I honestly was tickled pink. Here I was morning after amazing sex, sleeping next to him, and he was making me breakfast while I got ready for work. I was picking through his comics on the table and was half reading a Dead Pool. He came over tucked me into the crook of his arm, handed me a toast with jam, and started to read out loud to me. I had the hardest time not purring. What could be better! I love being read to and cuddled. I tried to show how amazing he was being by cuddling into his arms. Physically showing how happy I was, I also am sure I must of made noises of happiness.  I think it was that morning that I actually fell in love with him.

Vanilla can be yummy too.

So as you read this blog you may figure out that I am into kinky sex. But that is not to mean that I don't enjoy vanilla sex. Though I must admit I was actually pleasantly surprised when I found that I do enjoy regular sex. That may sound odd. But I jumped right into kinky sex, lost my virginity in a threesome. Which was awesome don't get me wrong. But it means up till Corvallis I had only had kinky partners. I was very happy when I found I was not so twisted sexually that I could still get off to vanilla sweet sex. Corvallis really made me quite happy and I miss him. I would of actually started a relationship with him if I had stayed on his side of the US. And this is a big thing for me to say since the idea of calling someone my boyfriend scares me. Actually just writing that was bad.

But moving on. I recently got to play with Metronerd and we had some really fun morning sex. Morning sex is great. Actually I adore being woke up by a hard cock, or better yet by fingers slide into my pussy. Yes morning sex rocks. Not to mention there is something incredibly nice waking up naked next to someone. So I woke up next to Metronerd and after just a little snuggling, my part I assure you, we had nice vanilla sex. The type that after leaves you warm and wet after. Actually the part that stands out the most was how much Metronerd came. So hot. After cuddling I snuggled down his body for little blow job and climbed on top. After grinding and riding his cock for a while he told me he wanted to watch me cum. So he handed me my toy and I quickly orgasmed next to him. I turned to help him and he finished. And wow, he shot so far. It was the first I have ever seen in person cum that much in real life. I must admit that I have sometimes in porn considered that cum shot to be a little bit of a lie; especially if the cock was off screen. But after watching this I am sure there is a little truth in it. Then we cuddled and took a hot shower and with that snow thats starting up thats just what a girl could want.