Compliment.

I was once given an awesome compliment from Phonesexman. He said I was a sweater girl. I was very confused by that. When I asked for him to explain he told me that I am that type of girl that everyone looks past, that I don't pop out. But if someone takes a moment to know me they find that I am amazing. That I am a sex goddess, funny, smart and sweet. It was so touching.

List of Characters in my Life. (ALWAYS ON EDIT. )

Corvallis-From Corvallis Oregon I met him from Okcupid sometime in mid 2010. He is nerdy, sweet, a year older than me and lived an hour a way. I adored him and may of fell in love with him. Sadly a long distance thing could not work out between us and I moved to Boston. I try not to dwell on how much I really liked him.
Daddydom-From the Boston area I met him through Collarme in May of 2011.As of January 2013 we have  broken up. He is a computer programmer 20 years my senior. We originally met to maybe do some nude photography. He is in an open relationship with his wife. I have met her and she is very awesome. I felt something with him early on and went with it. We are currently still dating. He is now my Daddy. In a Daddy/ lil girl thing, not so much a "little" sort of situation. More like I get to act like a child sometimes, a brat. (I love him and he loves me, this is very new to me. He makes me so happy.) ( I did not want to take the italic part out after we broke up. I am very hurt but I am hoping someday I will feel good about it.)
Dante-From Salem Oregon I met him on Fetlife sometime early 2010. He is an veteran about my age and honestly was coming off a bad break up. I was more than willing to be a rebound. He was the first real life Dom I met. He was perfect for that. I still adore him. He recently got engaged and is getting married soon! I am absolutely ecstatic for him. As of Feb 2013 he is married with a baby on the way.
Dom-From California I met him on Babblesex early 2009. He is in his mid-40's, divorced and an amazing father and baker. We first started with a textual relationship, cybering and talking. Later we moved the phone, we did a Dom/sub thing for a  while. Playing while never meeting. We became close friends and he became one of my closest confidants. He still his. As we continue talking we became less sexual and more friends. We met once in 2011 in New York. We still talk often on the phone about our lives. I trust him and love him in a non-romantic way.
Evil Twin-From the Boston area I met her on Felife through my book club in very early 2011. She is my Evil Twin because she shares my name and look strikingly like me in hair and color. We liked to play that up in a teasing way. We became good friends and I feel close to her. She is married in a monogamish/ openish relationship. I played with him and her husband, her alone and she loaned her husband to me more than one. They recently moved to Chicago and I miss her greatly.
Jae- Went on one date in April 2011. I slept with him on the first date and greatly regretted it. Lesson learned.
Lavalier- From Boston I met him on CollarMe in 2011. He was in his 50's and we did not work out. I am shamed to say I think I was tempted by his money I think. It turns out he was a little on the rapey side. We only did two dates, no sex or play.
Giles- From Boston I met him on Fetlife through my book club in early 2011 . He is my age and is a librarian.  He recently adopted an adorable baby. He is a transgender FTM gay man, that I somehow amazingly magically get to have as a lover despite my female bits. He taught me a lot about myself and gender as a whole. I am blessed to have him as a friend and lover.
Metronerd-From Boston area I met him on Okcupid in mid 2011. He is nerdy, slightly insecure at times and 3 years older than me. We dated for a very short time then were fuck buddies for a while, that ended. Now we are friends that hang out and sometimes we do kinky play with no sex. Mostly he is my good friend.
Murphy- From Boston area met him early 2012. We went on a couple dates and played once. He never called me back. Sort of an asshole. As of Feb 2013 he has contacted me and wants to set up a play date. I am unsure.
Phonesexman- From somewhere in Main started talking to him late 2009. He is my superhero of a phone sex man. He loves to make me cum. We have also become friends over the year talking about life. I have never met him but would love to.
The Salesman-From outside Boston we met in 2011. We dated for a while and then things did not work out so I had to break up him.  As of Feb 2013 it seems that he is happily married now with a baby on the way.
Sir-From Boston I met in him early 2011. He is in his 40's and can be inventively sadistic. We fucked up for a while and did not figure out how to have a thing between us. We are good now but he is in and out of the state so I don't see him often.
Teacher- Met him on Babblesex sometimes early in 2008. We have never met in person and have almost a purely textual relationship. We have done a couple cam/mic stuff but we are still friends that cyber.

New Toy! Birthday Present!

So my friend the phonesexman bought me a new toy fro my Birthday. Which was very nice since really it was the only thing I got before my birthday. My family loves me but we are all really bad at actually sending presents on time. Like really really bad.

Toy!

Now I am well aware that this toy is not involved in the collation against toxic toys. I will write more on this soon.

So he got me a Doc Johnson blue Jellie. Its.. well blue! its part of the raging hardons simline anal series. Which means I am going to get to use it in my ass some day! Hrmm something to work my way up to. Its 7 inches and is the " ass play ballsy..." Which I think it mean that is has a good large flared base so it does not get lost.

*Note- When playing with anal toys it is VERY important that you use something with a large flared base. The exception to this may be anal beads which are made for that reason.*

This one has a particularly thin shape. Phonesexman got it for me because I am not really a size queen and also when he first met me I had a hard time comfortably getting two fingers in my pussy. I can get really tight.

So while I did have some really hot fun time fucking my pussy with this guy, on the phone with my superhero. I did find that actually I really love this toy in my mouth. I know I am really oral but I think I love this toy so much because its nice and bendy and thin. I have found I can shove all 7 inches down my throat. This makes me choke and gag a little but its so hot and I love it.

More on this review later as I start to use it more.

Another that was fun.

So at work today I got a text from my roommate saying.

"You got a package"

" A new toy? :)"

I just blushed. I knew what was in that box. But how could he know? I mean they ship sex toys in nice little no one knows boxes. See I knew Phonesexman had bought me a small toy for a Christmas/Birthday present since I did not have anything to open on Christmas. He has been meaning to for a while and I finally gave him the go ahead. Turns out that the return address is easily googled and is a sex toy website. Nice. Just nice.

I was well prepared to just come home and tell him to mind his own. But when I got home a mutual male friend was over too. I come to find out that he is also aware of what is in the box. Yeah for blushing. Sigh.

Acousticophile

So I am not positive it thats the right word for me. Its someone who is sexually aroused by sounds. I personally need a lover who talks, moans and whimpers for me. I especially love dirty talk or dominating talking. This may be why since finding out that I could I have loved phone sex. I have also been lucky that I have been able to make friends with some amazing people who also love phone sex. One such man is my Phonesexman! think of it more like a superhero call. I have been talking with him for almost a year and half. Its not often and varies on our ability and how much sex we are getting in real life. But it is so fun. I adore him and we have become rather casual friends considering that he regularly hears me moaning and begging on the phone. Its an odd relationship since I have never met him and we don't much really plan on meeting up. He just loves the sounds I make and I love what he does and the sounds he makes. Its a nice give and take.

One of the fun things I have done with him is do a couple three way calls with another girl. This was he can play out a lesbian three way fantasy. Its really fun. I have dommed a girl over the phone which is a lot more fun that it sounds.