Ever just want to be a puppy?

Sometimes I want to do some puppy play. I want to be lead around with a leash. Treated like something that is an animal and not an animal. This has been a reacurring masturbation fantasy for years. One of the first full fledged one with plots and themes. I used to make a collar for myself because it make me hot, out of things like legos because then I could say it was a necklace if caught. I like this picture for so many reasons. The hair is like mine!, kinda. I like the heavy looking leash, cuffs and collar. I like the way her top is made that make her boobs so happy! Not to mention the legin thing. It set the whole thing in a dystopian future word.  I like how the tail and ears are either part or not of her. It  is such a pretty picture and gives me so many stories. 

I want this picture of me. Please!

I love the composition of this picture. The start plainness of it. The plain lines. The easy colours. Also I love her hair and the look on her face. I would really love to have this picture of me. Please and thank you.  

Pretty Pony

I honestly just love the art of this. The face, body and hair! I like the underbra or exposed boobs bra, I have two outfits like it.  I look adorable and sexy. I am not sure if I like the bottom part but I like the idea of it on the drawing. Also Love the gag! A nice bit with what looks like a head attachment. Plus the look in her eyes is just so yummy. That's all for now. I really should be working on grad school applications.

Not big enough.

This is one picture in a series that I really like. Sadly this is a TINY picture. Which really makes me sad. I am going to look out for a better picture. I like the helplessness of this picture. The rope tie is both pretty and functional. I like that she is both dressed and so exposed in the now very open kimono. Her head tilted to the side in that begging way, wanting it so much and yet not. I love how she is so open to his hands. How he is just reaching out and taking what he wants. In short I want this picture to happen to me. 

Pixelated cock, Also if I had purple hair that could be me... Kinda.

First off love this picture. Always have. I think it may be because I identify so much with her. I mean this is practically my style of topping in a picture. Its that he is in full want, begging and dripping. All the while she holding him down from moving, playing with his cock. This just looks like something I would do or have done. I also love how they are still mostly dressed. It makes me think that this was a spur of the moment deal. I like the pony tail and the way she is looking at his cock with such a happy hungry look. Like she just wants to lick and suck and play. Its so very me. This picture makes me want to play with a subby boy.

Pretty pony.

Pony girls. So I have been excited about the idea of pony girls for a very long time. I am not sure when it started. The idea of being treated like an animal is something that goes way back, to childhood playing. I was often a pet.. somthing. Pet human often. Kinky childhood me eh? Anyway back to this pretty drawing. I think this just just beautiful. I love the outfit, and want one. Its simple and yet defining. I like the gag, because really that is the only reason I define this as a pony picture. Well that and the arm banded together. I think what draws me to this is the clear lose of humanity in it with out losing the humanness. Plus the art is clean and poportianally not out of control. Over all yummy.

Gags!

So I want a gag. I have actually wanted one for a long time. I am a very oral person, which will be a reoccurring theme on this blog. I already know I love the feeling of a cock in my mouth when I orgasm. Since getting my blue dildo I have been able to do it solo as well. The first one top left is the ball gag. I think that would be fun for playing at not being allowed to make a sound. Like if you may get caught or if your being punished. I like the punishment scene with gags because lack of voice is very degrading. And by degrading I mean hot. The next to the right looks like a harness ring gag. Though one with a bit more tubing to keep the mouth wide open. Again I love this. I love who it looks. I love the built in blind fold. I love how it looks like her mouth is just ready to be used. It needs a cock shoved in, or dildo, or ...so many ideas! Yum. Of all the gags above I want this one the most, then the ball gag. Moving on, the bottom left hand corner looks like a horse bit. This could be fun for some really rough spanking play, But I don't like to bite down when I am hurt. It makes my jaw hurt. I see how it could be fun for the drooling lose of speech part. Last but not least looks like a medical gag. So although these look super hot. With the forcing of the jaw wide open for use. I feel like in actual play it would be unwieldy and not fun. So although hot, I don't want one.

Point of view.

So I will post more on this later. But I recently got it into my head that I wanted to take pictures of me during sex. MUCH HARDER than it sounds. I feel like I have been told many times by lovers that they love watching me suck their cock. Often holding my hair out of the way to see my lips move. Wanting to see my eyes. Corvallis was particularly fond of looking down while fucking me legs spread and pushed up to my chest to see his cock move in and out of my pussy. He face would get so hot and happy. I loved it. I of course awkwardly asked what he was looking at.

As for this picture I picked it out for the perfect point of view. I love giving head so much and I love how sexy she look looking up with want with a cock full in her mouth. Her nipple is just asking to be pulled at and teased. I also want to know how blind she is with those glasses because though they look very sexy on her she is not using them to see up. I have down this position and am rather blind so I know this does not work. I also like the lighting and and the softness of her.

Ok now I am horny, I am off to masturbate. Night blog.

Abby wants a spanking.

So for my porn reviews I was wondering if any of the 5 people who read my blog have any suggestions on what they would like reviewed. I am willing to try most anything. Let me know.

As for todays picture! So I have found that with my sir I really like spanking. I like it even when I almost want to cry. Recently with my Sir he was spanking me for a punishment and I was so wet that I was dripping wet. Just like this picture. I love how with only a little touching and a hard spanking I am dripping wet. Dripping so much that it almost pools. What I like about this particular drawing is not only the visible dripping pussy but the colors on her ass. Like she was canned. Canning is something I would like to try. I like to think she was just spanked over the knee of someone. On hand on the cane and the other wrapped up in her hair. Which would also explain why her hair is so messy. He would then whip and spank her till she cried and begged. When he was pleased he would have her move like she is now. She is about to be fucked nice and hard.

In sore need to play.

Something short for today. I need to work on writing a letter to my Sir. I would seem we have had some miscommunication about what we are. That level between Play partner/ dom-pet / Girlfriend-Boyfriend is not clear enough. Partially my fault I think, I don't want him to ACTUALLY own me. I just want play at it, but I since I tend to bring emotion into play as well as using words that make him think I want more I can see where I have confused him.

On with this picture though for today! I found this one recently and really like it. I can only imagine her pants around her ankles as if this was an impromptu session. I like to think it started with a nice spanking, after all she is in the best position for it. Plus the way her ass is drawn it is begging for one. That sounded silly to even me, but its what I think. I like how she is bound by a belt but not tied down. I like this sort of positioning where you have some restraint but not fully to test you. Being told not to move like your tied down can be harder than if you were tied down. I want to have that arrange of toys someday. Just had a great idea being spanked like that with a vibrator against my clit. Which is something that may be happening in this picture from the pink wire.

Pron The Tron Porn parody

So I mostly just want to see more of the costume design. All I can find thus far is http://www.bleedingcool.com/2010/11/10/pics-from-pron-the-tron-xxx-parody-sfw/

Which I think is sadly lacking in spandex and latex. I don't actually have a fetish with this type of wear but I do know someone who does. And I think they would love it.

I am a post! Slush and snow.

Just a note on the snow and slush. It is rather hard to make this time of year sexy. Sweet maybe but not sexy. Not only that but I feel I should note that there are very few warm clothings that make you look sexy. Bulky and many layers... not fun. Though currently I am in a cute purple knit sweater that does make me look yummy.

That being said this is more adorable than anything. I particularly adore her undies and how happy she seems to be. Adorable.

Christmas!

So I spent Christmas watching coupling. Sort of being a lonely puppy right now. And eating sugar as my main food ingredient. I am well aware this is perhaps not good for me but since the second largest intake is alcohol....My roommate is out visiting family and mine is much too far to visit. So I am spending much too much time alone. He has been gone for almost two weeks.

I am a person that needs contact. Always. I need casual contact as well as sexual. Its just who I am. I am lucky to have a set of friends who are ok with that. An example of this is I like to sit really close to people and cuddle in a non sexual way. Or casual touching and hugs during day to day contact. If I don't get touched enough I first get grumpy and then sullen. I am at a point right now where I am sullen.

Contact is also really important in much of Bdsm play. I am in no way an expert on the matter but from what I do know comes from personal experience and talking to others in the scene. When bottoming it is very important to me to almost always be in contact with my top. Especially when I can not see what they are doing. Once I was playing with my Sir and he had me facing away from him and stood up and walked away from me. Then he asked for scissors. I freaked out. I started shaking because he was doing things behind me that I could not feel or sense. Being the good Dom he is he laid a hand on me and petted me till I calmed down. (Turns out it was only to cut some string. ) I also need to be touched after rough play that for me is part of aftercare. I am particularly found of being petted on my head or face.

Half way there.

I actually really like this picture. Despite the tiny breasts which make me worry about this cartoons age. Which is rather funny when you think about it. But I have always been drawn to this picture. I love how she looks like she is waiting for her next order. The waiting on her face. I like the sheen of sweat on making it look like she just had something really fun happen. Like a nice spanking or a finger fuck. Plus! she has wrist cuffs like me! So in my head I can more easily see myself in that place. On the floor looking up at my top waiting while he makes up his mind for the next thing he will do to me.

Shoes

So walking home I was daydreaming and decided that my tennis shoes would be a lot better if they were more like track spikes.

Speaking of shoes. Do you ever notice in porn how horrible the shoe choice is? I feel like so often I am really getting into a porn and then bam! they show her shoes. They are like pink or sparkly and ugly. Just so very very ugly! There has only been a handful of times that I thought "well wow, those help make this more hot." Usually they are cute and black or wicked and emitting of power.

I just spent a significant amount of time looking for a porn with said ugly shoes. I am at a loss. Then I tried looking for just shoes and got distracted with things I want.

Aprons and cooking naked.

A couple years ago I bought this cute little green Vera Bradly apron. This apron oddly enough I lusted after for months. I have a hard time justifying buying things for myself. And an apron just seemed like a silly thing. But now I love owning it; Because cooking while naked is fun.

Personally really I think could play nudist for a while as long as its warm enough. So when I am alone I rarely get dressed. Making treats while naked is somehow a little exciting. Also cooking in just an apron with someone watching is VERY fun. The best is when they come over to spoon you while standing, wrapping their arms around you. Maybe having a hard cock pressed against your body. Yum.

I like this picture because of the apron and her glasses really. I think its rather cute. I am not a huge fan that they are having sex on the stove which seems so very very unsafe.

A Nice Red Ass

This porn review is one of Kami Tora's. I love this artist. If you read my blog you will see more of his work. There is so much I love about this picture. The use of color on her ass and cheeks. How the black white and grey are so stark to each other. How he is all dressed up. Speaking of which Metronerd came over and took to heart that I sometimes like him dressed me naked. Damn it was hot. He wore is work clothes; nice slacks, button up shirt, shiny shoes and belt. Oh yum. We were going out to dinner first and I had to keep myself from jumping him. in this picture I must say I like her half dressed, the stockings are a great touch. I love how in control he is in this situation and how hot it makes her. The wetness in the picture is great the obvious dripping from her pussy and her left over tears from her rough spanking. I just love this, I think its just perfectly erotic.

Condoms can be sexy

Condoms are a necessary evil. Until the point where I feel safe enough to be fluid bonded with my partner I will have to use them. I have no want for any STI's not to mention pregnancy is just not something I can have in my life right now. Condoms have the stigma of not being sexy or fun. I have heard men talk about how they ruin sensation. I have seen it actually, condom goes on, cock turns off. But to me condoms are sexy, because mentally I associate then with me getting fucked. Having a growled "Condom now" make my juices flow.

I recently tried using flavored condoms. Now for blow jobs I actually would much more prefer my partner bare. BUT putting a condom on a hard cock with your mouth is so much fun. And I mean that in a sort of childish "look no hands" hands way. And actually surprisingly simple. I would recommend starting with flavored condoms because most condoms spermicide tastes awful. First you unwrap the condom and place in on your mouth so that the reservoir time is facing in. Being careful press the edges against the back of your teeth and lips. You really want to make sure not to nick or tear the condom. Then make an "O" you can slide the tip on the head of the penis. Personally I sort of like to show the guy the condom in my mouth, in a "see how cool I am" way. But I love oral...anything. A good thing to note at this point is that you can push the tip of the reservoir to the top of your mouth. This will keep out unwanted air bubbles. From here either hold the cock yourself, or have your partner hold. I like my partner to hold his cock, more for the look no hands feeling. Then using your tongue and lips slide the condom on. I have yet to master a way to get it all the way to the base but this may be a size issue more than my mouth. I have had the pleasure of doing this a handful of times. I would do it more but I need to look into a different brand because the ones I used were quite thick. Thus my man had a hard time orgasming inside me.

Now about the picture for today. This is one I have had saved for some time. There is something inherently cute about it. Innocent and yet at the same time she is clearly inviting him to have sex. I also lover the way her body is portrayed in this picture. So often in sexual protrayals of women both in art and porn the bodies are perfect or better than perfect. This girl is just a little round, not in a realistic way but still. The exposed breasts with hand still holding her sweater up lead me to think she has just laid back and is looking back to her lover. I find mirroring her smile. Overall not perhaps the most erotic of pictures. But cute and sexy none the less. Also I want a pair of underwear like that.

4chan... Oh my.

Ok this one. There are so many things that just do it for me in this picture. First off there is the obvious position of power that the man holds over her. She, on her knees looking up at the hand holding her leash and vibrator. She is owned by him in this moment. Completely his and loving it. I love the sheen of sweat on both of them, letting you think that the toys thrown about have already been in use. I like the straps on the bed lending to thoughts of bondage, of her tied up begging on the bed. I also find myself attracted to her outfit. Something thats not very normal for me. I don't always get the latex and rubber scene. Or spandex as I have been recently introduced to. It just does not really get my gears turning. But I like this outfit, with the exception of that worthless bow. I like the zipper, even though I am very unsure how my pussy would feel with that. Overall I think this picture incites some very naughty feelings in me. And I would really like to play out a scene like this someday.

Also I don't have citing for these because I get them almost always from 4chan. Yes, I am one of those girls. /d/ Often too. Shh. Don't tell.