PDA

I am not good at public displays of affection. Actually, I am really bad at them. Which is weird to me. In my head I feel I should be good at them. But I have actually found that when I like a boy I have a hard time showing in public. I really only noticed this when I was dating Corvallis. Now it should be said that I really liked him. Like in the high school makes my stomach get butterflies way. There are a few moments that really stand out in my head. Once when we were walking to the grocery store from my house I did not notice that I casual was holding his hand as we walked. It was not until that we hit a street with lots of people that I felt silly. I pulled my hand away as sneakily as possible. He took it in stride, after giving me a calculated look and just stood closer, I still really appreciate it. We were together for a couple months before I leaned up and kissed him in public. I did not even notice until like 10 min later when we were outside he leaned down and kissed me whispering that he was proud. I was confused and it showed. He told me what I did and I guess I blushed and babbled for a moment trying to be cool. He just kissed me again.