PDA

I am not good at public displays of affection. Actually, I am really bad at them. Which is weird to me. In my head I feel I should be good at them. But I have actually found that when I like a boy I have a hard time showing in public. I really only noticed this when I was dating Corvallis. Now it should be said that I really liked him. Like in the high school makes my stomach get butterflies way. There are a few moments that really stand out in my head. Once when we were walking to the grocery store from my house I did not notice that I casual was holding his hand as we walked. It was not until that we hit a street with lots of people that I felt silly. I pulled my hand away as sneakily as possible. He took it in stride, after giving me a calculated look and just stood closer, I still really appreciate it. We were together for a couple months before I leaned up and kissed him in public. I did not even notice until like 10 min later when we were outside he leaned down and kissed me whispering that he was proud. I was confused and it showed. He told me what I did and I guess I blushed and babbled for a moment trying to be cool. He just kissed me again.

Gags!

So I want a gag. I have actually wanted one for a long time. I am a very oral person, which will be a reoccurring theme on this blog. I already know I love the feeling of a cock in my mouth when I orgasm. Since getting my blue dildo I have been able to do it solo as well. The first one top left is the ball gag. I think that would be fun for playing at not being allowed to make a sound. Like if you may get caught or if your being punished. I like the punishment scene with gags because lack of voice is very degrading. And by degrading I mean hot. The next to the right looks like a harness ring gag. Though one with a bit more tubing to keep the mouth wide open. Again I love this. I love who it looks. I love the built in blind fold. I love how it looks like her mouth is just ready to be used. It needs a cock shoved in, or dildo, or ...so many ideas! Yum. Of all the gags above I want this one the most, then the ball gag. Moving on, the bottom left hand corner looks like a horse bit. This could be fun for some really rough spanking play, But I don't like to bite down when I am hurt. It makes my jaw hurt. I see how it could be fun for the drooling lose of speech part. Last but not least looks like a medical gag. So although these look super hot. With the forcing of the jaw wide open for use. I feel like in actual play it would be unwieldy and not fun. So although hot, I don't want one.

C.A.T.T

Coalition Against Toxic Toys (CATT) is a group started by Smitten Kitten, has a mission "to demystify the adult sex toy industry and positively transform socially irresponsible, environmentally and personally hazardous sex toy manufacturing and sex toy sales practices."

I first found out about then through the Sex is Fun Podcast. And I really agree with what they are saying. Really what got me was not just the environmental friendly but that some toys are actually putting toxic things INSIDE YOU! It make me shiver. Though I do think my blue dildo may not have the best thing in it. It still said no phalates... And I really love it. I am willing to take the bad with that one.

What are phalates? A "toxic chemical "plasticizer" softeners used in PVC to make it soft and flexible" Other things found in toys can be stuff like polystyrene. Both of which are industrial grade chemicals not fit for intimate use. Intimate... as in something I am sticking in my pussy, mouth or ass. Just makes me shiver.

Actually if you look at some packaging at stores the toy its self says for like novelty use only. Meaning that its not "actually" meant to be used as a sex toy. And since the sex toy industry is not federally regulated anything can come out as as sex toy.

According to the Sex is fun podcast one of the easiest ways to figure out if a toy is good is the Smell Test™. Unsafe toys often have an obvious chemical or plastic smell, this is caused by release of chemicals into the air through off-gassing. Again if you can smell the chemicals coming off whats coming off when you play with it?

On a cleaning note. Many toys can be very porous. (like the electrical cord dildo my sir made for me) This can cause tiny micro-organisms, such as bacteria, viruses and fungi to get caught inside. These can cause infections despite even the most diligent cleaning efforts. (I practically boil my cord dildo) Sex toys should be non-porous. Examples of safe, non-porous materials include; high-quality silicone, glass, surgical steel, ceramic and medical grade plastics.

Roleplay in the bedroom.

I was thinking that I might really enjoy role play especially in the bedroom where it does not have to be all that serious. I know I am more than willing to try. I just have not thought up many that I think I would love. I have plenty of fantasies but they mostly center on me and someone I know or a made up person. The few I can think of off the top of my head that would be fun are; Harley and Joker, Snape and ...me? and , Anita Blake and crowd. I have a short story about Harley and Joker I did with Teacher. As for Snape I am well aware of the reasons no but fan fiction has ruined that for me and I think sex would be fun. That last one would be an orgy of awesome.

This was done over an IM system so it may seem a little back and forth but thats how I want to keep it.

Imagine it is Halloween night and we've spent the early evening watching "Dracula," "Army of Darkness" and "The Dark Knight". A great start to any evening I assure you. Afterwards, we got in costume and headed out to a small party. Now we are back at my place, still in costume. I am dressed as The Joker in full makeup, complete with green dye in my hair. You are dressed as Harley Quinn, spandex and all.

I grin and bounce my head back and forth just enough to hear my bells jingle. I must admit the green hair is interesting with that red-blond coming through. I know that look pretty cute in my outfit and have spent the entire night up to this point doing my best to tease you. Casually grinding and laying my body against yours whenever the chance was given, and giving you a good view of my tight ass when I knew you were looking. I know you are in a bit of frenzy and I love it. On the way home I made a point of sliding my hand against your hard cock trapped between your pains as often as I could.

I grin and begin by asking you to stand in the middle of the bedroom, hands at your side.

I pause smiling at your sudden dominance. You know I love it when you take control. I move as asked my head cocked to one side looking at you quizzically.

I stand directly in front of you, my eyes gleaming with a crazed, but calm look. I am ginning a bit madly as I cock my head to match yours mirroring your action. Then I slowly pace in a circle around you my gloved hands clasped behind my back; my face becoming very serious as I look your body up and down.

I let out a high pitched giggle. Unable to contain myself the mix between sexy and fun making me grin. “Like what you seem Mr J?” I say in my best imitation of Harley from my childhood cartoon. I slide my hands up to my hips and jut them out in the sassiest way possible. My eyes follow you as you continue your circle.

I lick my lips and flicker my tongue out like a deranged serpent. A fun comparison of the Joker from the movie earlier that evening. “Oh I do my dear. I do indeed.” I stop pacing, Again standing in front of you. Eyeing what I know I get to have.

I grin at the lustful look on your face. Well aware of what it means. I lock my hand behind my body and lean forward slightly with a big smile. “Oh yea?” I tease and give my breasts a little shake.

I place on gloved finger on your chin and lift your gaze to meet mine. I smile and lick my lips again. Then I whisper in a slowly, seductive growl as I look at your smile: "My dear, tell me, why so serious?"

I can’t keep a straight face at this. But not for lack or role but because I think your adorable in that moment. Adorable in that, aw… I get to fuck you way. I let out a happy squeak and nuzzle my face into your hand, wanting to touch more of you.

I caress your cheek and smile as much as the prosthetic scars we spent so much time applying allow. I lean in and lay a little kiss on your forehead. Barely any pressure in my touch, not wanting to leave make-up.

I bite my lip. I am horny and want, no need you. I close the space between us with a very small step. “What would you like Mr. J?” I lick my lips as I slide my hand to graze against your groin. I just want to feel your hard cock there. I am rewarded and I let out a little moan.

I grin at this and chuckle. I reach slowly around you, drawling you close to me. Letting you feel what you have done to me a little more intimately then your hand can do. I reach into the breast pocket of my purple jacket and remove a small, leather box.

I lift both eyebrows comically. Humming under my breath with excitement, I love being surprised by you. I full trust comes with that and I adore playing with you because of it. I try and twist around and to see more of what you may have.

I lean in "My dear" I pause to kiss you delicately on your cheek, leaving a small smear of red and white makeup. "Tonight, I want to break every rule in the book." I set the small box on the bed and open it, taking out something you cannot quite make out. I keep my body between you and it.

I find myself doing a little dance around you trying to see what’s in your hand. Grinning madly, I put my hands on your shoulders pulling at you and the purple jacket. “Whatcha got there!” I move up to my tip toes and while I am there I give a kiss and nibble at your ear.

I smile and reveal four silken straps, a pair of handcuffs, and two silver vibrating eggs, one quite a bit larger than the other.

“Toys! I do love toys.”, I pull at your coat and pull your down for a kiss. I kiss your lower lip tasting the Powderly chemical taste of the make-up. I want to I stick my tongue out and whipe my tongue with my hand. You return my kiss, grazing your tongue against my teeth.

Breaking the kiss, I casually toss the straps to you "For later," I grin; and then I place the eggs aside "for later", then I dangle the handcuffs by one finger in front of your gaze "for now." I grin as I see you get excited.

Laughter escapes my mouth as I tackle you a little pushing you down to the bed so I can better get at your mouth. Pressed tight to your lips I play with the inside of your mouth teasing your tongue and feeling your teeth. The off taste of your make-up somehow fun in the playing.

During the kiss, I reach for your left arm and slowly raise it to my shoulder, resting your hand along the purple fabric of my coat. I move my mouth to your wrist, and plant slow, quick kisses along the entire length of your still-costumed arm until I reach your bare neck. I leave another small kiss and that’s where I clamp down with a hard bite. I can feel the scar-material on my face press against your skin. I let out a low, slightly maniacal laugh, as if the mere bite brings me all the joy in the world. Causing you to grip tightly at my jacket and let out a small whimpering cry. Then with my right hands sliding up yours I attach one and then the other to your hands. Only once I have you bound I release the bite (yes, I handcuffed you while biting), and flick the red mark with my tongue, tasting the smeared makeup and your flesh.

I pull my arms apart and then let the click together pulling on my restraints feeling them out. (My, my dear you are talented). I buck my hips up pressing my body against yours, knowing that I am putting pressure against that hardening cock. I let out an inviting moan, letting you know I want you.

I remove my jacket and then kiss your mouth, attacking it with a chaotic playfulness. Biting, kissing and licking with no real thought. Laughing as you try to take control of the kiss; I hold myself just out of reach making you whimper just like I like.

I bite at one button grasping it in my teeth and pulling at it. I gnaw at it a little but it stays firm, good shirts do that. So I let my mouth the shirt, nipping with my teeth at the fabric. I try and locate your nipple through the fabric to nip at it and only barely.

I lick at the corner of my mouth again, my hands squeezing you tightly to me, one of them around your waist while the other rests on the back of your head. I grin at the sensation of my flesh between your teeth. Shivering just slightly. I wrap my hand into your hair that I can get out below your hat, pulling you back a little from my shirt. “Naughty.” My cock reacts as welll, stiffening beneath the fabric of my (purple) boxers and my violet corduroy pants.

I wriggle my hips let out a manic giggle, I move my hand to actually open the shirt flicking the buttons open my mouth following close behind licking at the flesh. I glide my teeth against you the hair on your chest tickling me. I smile and take a moment to rub my face against it. Something oddly comforting in the action and yet still erotic.

I buck my hips up gently, grinding my cock into your body. My breathing growing heavier with each of your licks; my hand tightening on your hair I let out a low growl.

I smile at your antics and move my body lower a little licking and nipping at the skin. I know what I really want in my mouth. I want to fill my mouth. I drool at the thought and am suddenly acutely aware that my cunt is dripping as well. I nip hard at around your belly button as I pull the tucked shirt out of your pants. I think momentarily about blowing raspberries but stop myself and content myself with just playing.

I gasp at the nip...suppressing a laugh as your tongue and teeth tickle me. I shift slight to allow you to pull the shirt out.

I pull the shirt out and my mouth to the hem of your pants I nuzzle my head back and forth my hat dinging a little.

I remove the shirt, flinging it with violently across the room. I hear it hit somewhere and know this time it has not broken anything. Smirking as your hat-bells chime, I reach out and swipe at them again, making another ringing noise.

My mouth descends on you giggling as lick my way from waist to your right nipple and then playfully lay a kiss on it. A little off balance without the real use of my hands; I use my body to wriggle and move as a lick and kiss.

I slip my hands around your body, squeezing your ass. God I love that ass. I squeeze tightly. A groan passes my lips as you plant yours on my nipple, which grows stiff from your play. You use more teeth and I hiss an intake of breath.

I look up at you, "like that?" I lick around your nipple in a circle and while as do I rub my hips against yours. Grinding my wet wanting pussy against your straining cock I can not help but let out a small moan. It’s almost too much for me and in that moment I want you so much.

I lick my lips again so you can see, then I reply "but of course no pleasure without pain, my dear" I smile tugging at my lips as I do my best to keep in role.

I giggle and buckle my hips against yours, a little roughly. Then I lay back down wriggling my body down till I am again at your waist band. I move my hand to cup your hardening erection. I play rubbing you through the pants fabric.

I reach slowly and work the button on my pants through its hole, then glide my zipper down. I raise my hips gently to give you a start in removing my pants.

I move my head just enough that you can get to your pants my tongue lapping playfully at your wrist as you work.

"Bite my wrist" I mutter, pushing my pants down more.

For some reason this does it for me. I let out a whimpering moan. Then I dive in and lick again. I lick you from wrist to fingers, sucking on them for a moment before moving back. Then I lay little nibbles back to your wrist. I take a lot of it into my mouth and bite down a bit hard on it; feeling the flesh under my teeth oddly satisfying.

I groan at the pain, excited as it pulses up my arm. My cock, now fully erect, pushes against my boxers. You see me tenting and the fabric moving as I twitch.

I move my mouth over the tip as it presses against the boxers. I suck through the boxers. Wetting the area and making it stick. I grin looking down at my work, I suck wetting more with as much spit as I can just for the image of you in wet boxers around a hard cock. I know some of that wetness is precum, I can taste it. I slip my finger under the edge of the boxers and slide then so your cock is free.

I take my cock in my right hand, jerking it up and down in front you; keeping it right out of your touch. I smirk as you lick your lips, your head bobbing up and down as you follow my movements. I am stroking it slowly; I take my left index finger and smear my precum around a bit, then offer the finger to you.

I lick my lips and then move my mouth forward and lick your finger. Then I suck on it slowly so that it moves into my mouth. I know I am teasing as I play with your fingers mimicking what I could be doing with your cock if you only let me.

I grin at the sucking motions of your mouth and continue to stroke myself slowly

"Now, uh, Miss. Quinn...Harley, if I may," I say, slowly with a demented tone, "I, uh, think you should get on your knees for a bit."

“Of course Mr. J!” I wriggle off your body down so that my tongue takes a lick at your cock at I move to the floor. I feel very naughty for stealing that lick and both worry and relish that I may get punished.

"Mmm...Harley...this should put a smile on that pretty little face of yours," I mutter as I stand up, kicking my pants and boxers aside.

I do grin, looking up at you. Mouth open and wanting. I sit back on my legs spreading them slightly feeling my own arousal.

I reach down and grab the back of your head, holding tight. I kiss you deeply, parting your lips with my tongue. After breaking the kiss, I bark a short command “Hands!” You give me then I unlatch them. "Now Hands behind your back, dear.” You move to obeyhme and I am proud for it. I reach behind you and leaning close secures your wrists with a *CLINK* I snap the handcuffs in place, locking your arms behind you. Once I know the cuffs are secure, I stand upright again.

I let out a small whine. I fidget on the floor. Pulling at them till it hurts just a little, testing and loving it. I can just feel the pinching on my skin as I pull and it hurts but not in the way I want it to stop. They are loose enough though that as soon as I stop purposefully pulling at them they lay calmly on my skin.

Taking my cock in my right hand, I slowly guide it toward your mouth, gently waving it in front of you. I am teasing you making you move forward on your knees tongue out lapping at the air. I playfully slap my cock against your tongue, laughing a bit as I POP! POP! POP! it off your wet mouth.

I move my head forward suddenly trying to catch it in my mouth. Diving forward trying to get at that cock, very off balance as I try. You are waving your cock just out of my reach.

I look down at you and grin, "What is it my dear would want?"

I whimper, “Please/ Just a little closer, I lean forward licking my lips. I want you in my mouth. Please just fuck.. Please.” My eyes are just on your cock and I am consumed with the need to have it filling my mouth. Overwhelmed with it.

I clap my hands together and rub them together in a gleeful, controlling manner, keeping my cock less an inch out of your reach.

I press my brow together and move forward awkwardly on my knees, “Please, Mr J just a little closer.” I strain my tongue sticking it out.

I lower my hands, taking hold of the protrusions of your hat, making the bells jingle just so.

I lean forward more almost all they way off balance my tongue touching the tip of your cock.

I look down and push my hips forward for you. Giving that hungry little mouth just what it wants.

I take your cock into my mouth sucking on it as your hips bring it closer to me. I make small noises around your cock as I suck on it. Murmuring to myself lost for just a moment in the act of getting what I want. Hearing you groan in pleasure I look up just to see you closing your eyes. I smile around you and start to play giving you deeper, almost gagging myself. I suck you into my mouth deeper as I bob my head pressing you back.

I buck my hips gently, letting my balls touch your chin as you go deeper. “Mmm yes” I place my hands on your head now, almost guiding it back and forth.

I smile around your member and press my tongue along the bottom as I gently graze my teeth. I move my mouth with force so that my face is nestled in your crotch as you are deep pressed into my throat. I pull off my mouth moving to the base and I nip at the sensitive skin of your balls. You gasp above me and unintelligibly into the air. I feel you tightening my grip on your costumed head just a bit. I pull at my restraints behind my back as I lick along your balls sucking on the bottom. I let them hang in my open mouth as I bend my body under you, lapping at them with my tongue. “Please” I whisper. I lick and I straighten my body a little licking up your cock.

I run my finger through my green, sticky hair, biting my lip in pleasure. “Ab-.. Harley I am close.” I bite out.”

I lick to the tip and then press my mouth in so that you are completely covered I hold my head there tears coming to my eyes a little. My nose is pressed so tight to your skin I can’t breathe.

I push deeply into your mouth until I hit the back of your throat. I place my hands on your head again and violently begin to buck my hips back and forth, fucking your mouth fiercely. I hear you cry out under the force of my thrust but know you love it. I can see over your back the muscles in your arms react so that your hands stick out my fingers curling and uncurling. I pull out and holding it in front of you. “Beg.”

“Please, cum for me.” I move my head up a little letting my teeth just touch you with each thrust in. “Cover me.” Spit drips out my mouth and onto my costumed breast.” I want you to cum, please.”

And…. That’s all we ever wrote… I know sad.

Lots to say,

Don't want to say it. My Sir dropped me. I am both hurt and angry. It was because I told the fucking truth and should of lied. God damn me and him. WORST Birthday present ever. Grumble, he is not allowed to be so possessive if he can go for a month with out paying attention to me at all. As much as I like playing at being used I am NOT a toy to be fucked and then tossed aside. Damn the sex was good though. We were getting ready to get together and he honestly asked if I had fucked around with someone else. I told him that I had played but had not done any penis in vagina which started us fighting about sex. Growl he makes me so angry!

Pictures

So I have always sort of like the idea of having some rather raunchy naked pictures of myself. To have to look back on when I am older. Thing is its much harder than it looks to take a picture that looks decent. Or not fuzzy. I have not given up though! No! I have not. And before its asked I am not posting any here. Sorry internet.

That being said I did try with my sir. He took a couple close ups of my spread ass and pussy lips. Its something really rather different looking to see it from that angle. Different than in the mirror. We also tried to take a couple picture of my mouth around his cock. So though I think in concept it looks really sexy. I sort of look a little drunk. Well not drunk, well fucked perhaps. So that was my adventure with naked pictures.

Point of view.

So I will post more on this later. But I recently got it into my head that I wanted to take pictures of me during sex. MUCH HARDER than it sounds. I feel like I have been told many times by lovers that they love watching me suck their cock. Often holding my hair out of the way to see my lips move. Wanting to see my eyes. Corvallis was particularly fond of looking down while fucking me legs spread and pushed up to my chest to see his cock move in and out of my pussy. He face would get so hot and happy. I loved it. I of course awkwardly asked what he was looking at.

As for this picture I picked it out for the perfect point of view. I love giving head so much and I love how sexy she look looking up with want with a cock full in her mouth. Her nipple is just asking to be pulled at and teased. I also want to know how blind she is with those glasses because though they look very sexy on her she is not using them to see up. I have down this position and am rather blind so I know this does not work. I also like the lighting and and the softness of her.

Ok now I am horny, I am off to masturbate. Night blog.

Lets do the time warp again!

So this story is a little old and is from near the first of the month.

I almost feel like putting a disclaimer on this one. It is significantly rougher and kinkier. But this is an adult only website that like all of 5 people maybe read.

So this may be a little disjointed. Since a good amount of it was written last night after my Sir went home. So yesterday was my day off. I must admit I had it in my mind that I wanted to have sex. So I was little forward in my texts with my sir.

Me: Thinking about you. Hope your work is good. Want your hands on me.

Sir: Smile

Me: Nips at your ear. Wish I could have you this afternoon. I would love if you ran me through my paces.

Sir: I bet you would love that!

Me:I would and you know it.

Sir:Wink

Me: Silly sir, Kiss.

Sir:Not sure about tonight.

Me: Aw ok. Also just so you know I want to cover you in little kisses. Then I reach for you cock.

Sir:Ok

**Insert a significant amount of time where I read about half of the leather daddy and the femme. **

Me: Just so you know I am horny right now. Like intensly. I can feel it pounding in my pussy. Want your power over me.

Sir:What time is your roomie gone?

Me: From like 8-10.

*Insert some more time where I wrote him a email listing out my wants and needs in this pet/dom game we are playing. I also tacked on a little dirty story.

Sir:I read your email. If I come over. I WILL USE YOU VERY ROUGHLY AND YOU DARE NOT TO SAY NO TO ME. IF YOU DO I WILL JUST LEAVE. IF YOU PULL AWAY I WILL JUST LEAVE. Your call.

Sir:I want my filthy fucking cunt tonight. Is this who you will be for me tonight?

**When I read caps I hear it in my head as yelling. This this line made me put the phone down and walk around for a moment. Did I really want this? Was I as excited as I thought I was? My heart was pounding and I could feel my body responding to the idea of seeing my sir and him wanting to play rough. I was almost sure that he was going quite over the top in his text as he had said very similar things in the past and always just took care of me. Its part of the play. So I did, I texted him back.***

Me:yes sir. What do you want me to do to prepare?

Sir:Clean out your ass! I want it super clean that I could fuck your ass and then shove it in your mouth and back and forth.

Me: I will do my best sir, you know I am still tight. My heart is pounding right now.

Sir:Tight is good. That means I might have to take your ass by force.

Me:Whimper.

Sir:Get your head right because tonight, you're going to be my personal fuck toy.

Me: yes sir, if we are playing this rough I want a safe word. Damn you have me thrumming with energy.

Sir:You tell me what the safe word is!

Sir:I rather you not say a damn fucking word. I want to gag you and tied you up!

Me: Whimper yes sir. Then Phoenix is the word and the double tap means I need to breath. I am ready to be naughty for you.

Sir:I want to place an ad and invite strangers over to come over and fuck your pussy until you're sore!

Sir:Your going to feel like a naughty fucking cunt tonight so get ready!

Me: Yes sir, I will do my best!

Sir:You MUST do one thing for me. When I arrive the only things you are to say to me is repeat the safe word and the double tap means you need to breath.

Me: Yes sir.

Sir:Other than whimpering, say nothing to me and listen for directions. Also have your thong neatly folded for me and present them to me respectfully!

Sir:Don't Fuck this up!

Sir:Have your camera ready on your night stand, OK?

Sir:The next time you text me will be to tell me your friends are about to leave and then when your home alone.

Sir:btw when you say yes sir capitalize the Y and S.

Sir:Moving forward its to be Yes Sir , No Sir. You will be trained to address me properly starting tonight!

Sir:Mistakes will be dealt with in a manner in which you will not enjoy!

Sir:Good little Cunt.

At this point Still had almost 3 hours to wait. It was torturous! I was practically thrumming with energy. But I kept myself busy. I made a light dinner for me and the house mate. I cleaned the kitchen. Moved the trash to be picked up and took out our trash. Cleaned my room and charged my camera. I chatted with my roomie and then we watched Castle together. Which was a great episode by the way. After my roommate went out for drinks I texted my Sir to let him know I was free. He told me he was down the street and would be over in 2 min. Now I know that its silly but I was touched that he had come early and was just waiting on me. It made me feel wanted.

I met him at the door naked. After some light kissing and him pulling at my nipples which was used to mostly direct me the way he wanted. I wanted intense kissing but he kept me from that. Holding me back, when I had so much energy already built up. He told me to drop to my knees and paw at his cock. Yes, paw. Which I found out quickly when I tried to get his cock out. He used my ponytail to pull me back and repeated what he wanted. His cock then was so very trapped in jeans. Too many layers!

I whimpered and kissed at the fabric wanting to touch and play but not wanting to talk because of before. I made sure he knew from the noises I was making that I was frustrated and wanted him. He was petting my head and sort of slapping the side of my face. Really lightly mostly just for touch or light sound. He then told me if I could get at his cock with only mouth I could have it. Zippers are evil and near impossible. I tried and almost cried when I could not get it out. He stood there in jeans and belt looking down at me with power in his eyes. It was so hard. I was so frustrated. I finally started just whimpering with little "pleases" under my breath. Till he helped me unzip his pants a little, And it was still not enough. I lipped and tried to bite at it to get more. He took pity on me mumbling to be careful about my teeth. I was so relived when he did this. He pulled out his cock all the way.

But then took his hand and made tight around my ponytail. He told me sternly that I had to be slow for him. Very slow for him. And all I wanted was to shove his cock in my throat to feel him deep. I wanted to gag and mummer around his cock. His hands in my hair keep me from going to fast. Often keeping his cock JUST out of reach. so I was whimpering. Then he had me rise and grabbing my ass told me to go stand in my room. He kept his hands wandering over my body

Then as discussed earlier he had me give me him a pair of my sexy thongs. I am not sure why. Since he did not keep them. But then he gave me a nice little pet. I melted in his touch. I love when he pets me.

He ordered me to get on the bed. he has this position he like with me facing away from him my ass up in the air my face down to the bed. My legs a little spread and my pussy pushed out a little. I moved just as he likes and he ran his hands over my body making me shiver with want. As I did and he started to spank me. Hard. It was great. I was almost to the point of tears. Then he started prodding and poking at my pussy and ass, pulling at my pussy lips. I fantasies about this man's hands and what they do to my pussy.

My Sir is also really good at talking me up. I like how he often makes me repeat what I am, "His cunt." He went on to tell me that I have I have been a very naughty girl. That I have let other men fuck my pussy and that its his! and I should not let other people use my fuck hole. I must admit that this small talk has spawned MANY fantasies. So many.

So I am facing away from him and can not see what he is doing. I know he is getting something out. And he tells me that he has made me something. That I don't deserve his cock because I am have been so bad. He has me reach back and pull back my pussy lips. Then he slides this HUGE something against my pussy. I am shocked. What could it be. Why is it so big. I try and reach to touch and he taps my hand telling me to be good. Then he slide the length down my pussy lips, It just kept going. In my head the only thing I could think it could be was a like bedpost. Then he slide it into me. It was so big and just pushed all the way back. Filling me whole. My whole body shuddered. The head of it was a bigger not so as he pumped it in and out the sensation was intense. Then he pulled it out and pushed me to where he wanted me. He took the toy which turns out is about 10 inches long and a little over 2 around in the thickest part. He had made it by winding up a thick electrical wire. He slide his cock into my cunt and just started rough. No build up just hands tight in my hair using me and fucking me. I was so wet I was dripping. Then when he started to get close he pulled out and had me go down on him.

He moved me so I was on my knees and he could order me to do just as he wanted. His hand at my ass spreading me open. Then he started to roughly fuck me with that big toy as I sucked his cock. I was whimpering and crying out around his cock. I had to take a couple moment breaks when it was too much. My face wet with spit and precum I had to ask him to stop my pussy was clenching so hard around the toy that it was starting to hurt. He popped it out and told me to lay on my side my head near the edge of the bed.

This is my new favorite position for getting face fucked. As he pounded into my face and throat I masturbated till I orgasmed. It did not take long. Not much longer after he gripped my face to his body and blew his own load deep in my throat.

With an intense orgasm done by both we laid and cuddled. I got pets and was very happy. He gave me the toy and told me that I was not allowed to use it alone for penetration that I could only grind with it if I wanted.

So I owe you blog. What do you want?

I know I was asked to do a vacaroo with just me masturbating. Anything else?

Need to get laid

Why do people want relationships with me! I want sex. Sigh. My Sir has been ignoring me for a couple weeks now. I am not sure if its on purpose or because he is really busy. I want to give him the benefit of the doubt but it still hurts when he does not pay attention to me. I know I am like a puppy I need to be paid attention too. So I dating a new guy he is really very sweet. A little too sweet at times, I am not sure how to react when people treat me like a princess. I must admit though I could get used to it. We will call him, The Salesman. Well I was hinting at sex with him and he told me he does not have casual sex. What! But your male! I wanted to whine. Which I am fully aware is very sexist. But I like sex and Sir has been ignoring me and I am done with Metronerd and ...whine... So I pointed out that I do and he responded that he has to feel like he really likes someone first. Sigh

Back to masturbation.

New Toy! Birthday Present!

So my friend the phonesexman bought me a new toy fro my Birthday. Which was very nice since really it was the only thing I got before my birthday. My family loves me but we are all really bad at actually sending presents on time. Like really really bad.

Toy!

Now I am well aware that this toy is not involved in the collation against toxic toys. I will write more on this soon.

So he got me a Doc Johnson blue Jellie. Its.. well blue! its part of the raging hardons simline anal series. Which means I am going to get to use it in my ass some day! Hrmm something to work my way up to. Its 7 inches and is the " ass play ballsy..." Which I think it mean that is has a good large flared base so it does not get lost.

*Note- When playing with anal toys it is VERY important that you use something with a large flared base. The exception to this may be anal beads which are made for that reason.*

This one has a particularly thin shape. Phonesexman got it for me because I am not really a size queen and also when he first met me I had a hard time comfortably getting two fingers in my pussy. I can get really tight.

So while I did have some really hot fun time fucking my pussy with this guy, on the phone with my superhero. I did find that actually I really love this toy in my mouth. I know I am really oral but I think I love this toy so much because its nice and bendy and thin. I have found I can shove all 7 inches down my throat. This makes me choke and gag a little but its so hot and I love it.

More on this review later as I start to use it more.

Should I go to the Flea?

Kinky flea? I mean I really want to go but I don't know if I can afford it. The cost is only 30 dollars a day which I think I can wing if I am a good girl. And let it be know that I am nothing but a good girl. So I think I will go and maybe buy a book or a flogger. I should really make a budget of how much I am allowed to spend so I don't end up with only 50 dollars in my account again. That was a terrifying two weeks.

I was grumpy all day.

I have no reason why. Wait yes I do. I need to be fucked. Grumble. And yes I have a toy review coming up but I need to use it a little more before I let you know how I feel about it.
Todays post is a little piece or erotica written for a friend. He wanted to know about my masturbation.

First I used the first game we did we had where you told me what to do, I tried to follow what you told me again. I slowly did all of the instructions forcing myself to move slowly because I always want to jump to the good part. You may be aware I have issue patience. I slid my fingers up and down my slit, barely touching my clit. My hips were bouncing off the bed at the least amount of pressure. My other hand was grasping the pillow under my head scratching and biting at it so I would not cry out. Then I imagined you sitting watching me and tell me to say I belong to you, telling me to cum for you, I rubbed circles on my clit my hips bucking. I kept repeating under my breath; please, as my body became more sensitive. I took a break and pulled up another game we played, skimming it as I breathed hard. Then I put the computer aside and went for another round. I moved my hips against my hand begging please from my lips as I played with my clit, my breathe becoming hard as I bit my lip not to moan. I imagined you tying me down, gagging me with the ball gag. Playing with my body, teasing me, grabbing me and fucking me hard as I screamed around the gag; I let out a muffled cry into my pillow as and sobbed a little as I cam hard.

Shaving

So to shave or not shave your pussy?

So I have been shaving my pussy for a while now. I tried waxing twice. Horrible idea. It was my own fault though I tried doing it at home with a kit. The first time I did not even trim. Poor choice on my part.

The first thing to remember is to do this in the shower. The hot water softens the hair, opens the pores, and makes it much easier to shave. I don't like to use any lotion or shaving cream it causes the razor to clog up. Most every thing I have read about shaving says to go with the grain of the hair. And really if its your first time you should. If its been a while I go with the grain. But then after I like to carefully go against the grain. It causes a close shave and feels great. You have to be VERY careful near the inner labia. I am well aware how sensitive I am down there. So normally I am very careful but yesterday for some really dumb reason I nicked myself. Just barely, but it hurt so badly! And like all small little razor cuts it bled more than it should. So no more masturbation for me for a while. Feel free to pity me.

Abby wants a spanking.

So for my porn reviews I was wondering if any of the 5 people who read my blog have any suggestions on what they would like reviewed. I am willing to try most anything. Let me know.

As for todays picture! So I have found that with my sir I really like spanking. I like it even when I almost want to cry. Recently with my Sir he was spanking me for a punishment and I was so wet that I was dripping wet. Just like this picture. I love how with only a little touching and a hard spanking I am dripping wet. Dripping so much that it almost pools. What I like about this particular drawing is not only the visible dripping pussy but the colors on her ass. Like she was canned. Canning is something I would like to try. I like to think she was just spanked over the knee of someone. On hand on the cane and the other wrapped up in her hair. Which would also explain why her hair is so messy. He would then whip and spank her till she cried and begged. When he was pleased he would have her move like she is now. She is about to be fucked nice and hard.

Another that was fun.

So at work today I got a text from my roommate saying.

"You got a package"

" A new toy? :)"

I just blushed. I knew what was in that box. But how could he know? I mean they ship sex toys in nice little no one knows boxes. See I knew Phonesexman had bought me a small toy for a Christmas/Birthday present since I did not have anything to open on Christmas. He has been meaning to for a while and I finally gave him the go ahead. Turns out that the return address is easily googled and is a sex toy website. Nice. Just nice.

I was well prepared to just come home and tell him to mind his own. But when I got home a mutual male friend was over too. I come to find out that he is also aware of what is in the box. Yeah for blushing. Sigh.

So... I may need a new computer.

So I may need a new computer. I am really really sad about this. Especially since can't afford it. I am barely making rent as it. I am actually really scared about it. I am so attached to my computer, especially now that I am doing this blog. Well that and porn and talking to people. I will SO miss my mental porn. So... if you are one of like 4 people who read my blog and have some extra cash laying around and want to give it to me for my birthday. January 23! I will do something special for you and buy my new computer. And if I don't need a new computer I promise to buy a sex toy and tell my blog all about it.

And for fun! This is a little back forth fun between me and my friend Kasai.

Me: mmm your pants are still on! Have to fix that one, I growl playfully and tackle you.

Kasai: He smiles and finds himself pushed to the ground, shivering and squirming with her

Me: I wriggle up on top you. Straddling you I grind my hips against yours and let out a little whimper. Pressing my pussy against your body. I lean down and whisper in your ear. Do you want this body? Do you want me? I bite at your ear hands moving up to hold yours down.

Kasai: My eyes roll up into my head for a moment at the first touch of pleasure, even through all these clothes. Hands go to your hips, squeezing hard and I groan into your ear. "Yes. Abby, I need you." My hips gyrating up into yours, cock throbbing beneath my clothing.

Me: I grin and bite at your neck a little hard, “Oh?' I grind my hips against you again feeling your trapped hard cock. "I don't know I could just sit here and grind"

Kasai: I grab at your hips harder. Much harder, fingertips digging into your clothing and skin. My lower lip trembles, just slightly, and I stop it with a bite. "No.. Abby. You couldn't do that.." Whispered softly, more plead than statement.

Me: I actually giggle at this and my lips a smile I lean down and give you a very soft kiss on the lips. "Oh my dear, I don't know. Well maybe if your promise to keep your hands here for me" I slide my hands up yours moving them above your head and as I do my breast sort of brush against your face in a way I am well aware I am doing it. I slide back down your body wriggling and then pushing your shirt. Up. I kiss at your stomach and then giving a little nip.

Kasai: God, but do I love those breasts. I breathe in the smell of you, softly leaning my face up into your chest for the barest of seconds.. Nipping just lightly at where I believe your nipple may be. My cock hardens and I keep my hands where you indicate, gripping whatever I can to make sure they stay above my head as instructed. My blood is fire, every heart beat sending lightning jolts of anticipation through me.

Me: "mmm my good boy! I grin and lick at your tummy as I pull at your pants, grasping your cock through your jeans. I unzip you and then pull open your fly. Bringing your pants and boxers just down enough for your cock to be free. It’s hard and as I move twitches a little. I can't help myself and take the head of your cock in my mouth. Moaning a little as I do. My hands still and I close my eyes just enjoying feeling it in my mouth. I hungrily suck and play moving a little fast already.

Kasai: Oh, but if only he had a way to harness the pleasure of that first suck.. The moment her lips first seal around him, the heat and pleasure it sends.. As if his cock were a lightning rod and her all the lightning of the world sent through him at one moment. His fingers grip the couch hard and already he finds his toes curling, all but whimpering in that initial pleasure that she follows so nicely with hard sucking

Me: I slide your cock all the way into my mouth letting it hit the back of my throat. I hold you there gagging a little. I pull off wetly breathing heavily looking up at you. “I want to taste you” I lick the head of your cock again. I start to stoke you up and down it my hand, licking and sucking on just the head

Andy Kasai: My legs squirm beneath you, you drive me wild with that attention... stroking and sucking at the same time. It was a wonderful feeling, stroking and sucking at him. Hard to keep himself from groaning in pleasure so he didn't bother stopping the sounds. "Oh, Abby.. Your mouth feels amazing... Suck that cock, baby.."

moonshade_3_2000: I smile around your cock and sliding my mouth up and down. I want you to feed me your cum. I push your cock down deep into my mouth throat again and swallow around you my throat massaging your cock

Andy Kasai: Fuuuuuck but that feels so good. My toes curl and feet kick. I thought my blood a fire before, now it was a raging inferno of pleasure as your lips work over that cock.. Taking it deep within the perfect tightness of your throat. I squirm beneath you, velvet steel between your lips.. No match for your cocksucking talents. We both are well aware that you're going to get at least two orgasms worth of my cum in just this one blowjob.

Me: Ooh but I want that. I want you to fill my mouth. Make me swallow it all. I want you to lose control and shove your cock deep pumping hard till you’re cum. I start to bounce my head up and down on your cock hard, sucking as I do

Kasai: My hands hurt with how tightly I keep them above my head. It's very, very hard to keep myself under control but I manage. Perhaps more because I'm overwhelmed with pleasure than anything else. I moan loudly, shuddering in ecstasy as those lips work over me... building my cock up harder than it's been in a long time. Every vein along it bulges, the head a swollen mass of sensitive flesh deep in your throat. "Oh, Abby, yes.. yes.. Suck that fucking cock... oh, you're such a good cocksucker and I have so much cum ready for you... Suck all the cum out of me, you sexy girl."

Me: I pull off smiling up at you, “you may use your hands now, and I want them in my hair. I want you pumping into my throat." I slide my mouth down your cock hard. Moving hard and you can hear it sloshing.

Kasai: While I don't think that's the best idea at the moment, given the frenzied state I'm in, my hands are in your hair before you even finish speaking. In fact, you didn't get to finish the last sentence because those hands were already forcing you back down on my cock.. Slamming it into your throat and holding. I keep a vise-like grip on your head, rocking my hips against your lips to push just that last half inch of my cock deeper into your throat.. and back.. Then in again, watching your face to get an idea on when to let you take a breath once more.-

Me: I gag for a moment and then just let in to your body. To you. I open my mouth and I drool around your cock as your fuck into my mouth. I let out a strangled moan as you do. I close my eyes and concentrated on the filling of your cock moving in and out at the tightness of my pussy. I pull off forcefully. “I want you to face fuck me while I finger fuck myself I pant out. I push my own pants off my hips. I then lay on my back looking to you as my hand is already busy at my clit.

Kasai: It takes all of a heartbeat for me to be above you, plunging my cock deep within your mouth. No pauses to let you take it all in or get used to it. I just slam in deeply, fully, filling up that hot mouth and throat. And instantly I'm fucking your mouth, hands tight in your hair, working those pleasurable lips up and down me.. Using your mouth and throat to give me as much pleasure as possible while you hotly rub at your clit

Me: I start to whimper. Body shaking as I start to have rolls of pleasure over me. My whines higher and louder. My hips coming off the couch as I orgasm hard. Crying out around your cock. My throat tightens.

Kasai: I groan and shudder in pleasure.. All but screaming in the heat of the moment. My cock is soooo fucking hard between your lips. I continue to slam into you, all but smashing your head into the cushions of the couch.. Hands tight in your hair. I can feel my orgasm approaching like a tsunami of pleasure ready to crash into the shore. And then I pass that breaking point.. But instead of letting it gush down your throat I slide out of your mouth and just start cuming hard on your face. Wave after wave of cum, hot stick spurts slamming into you... I cum harder than I've ever cum in my life, literally coating much of your face.. Which I hold tightly in my hands to keep you from trying to seal your lips over my cock. Panting.. Staring at that hot cum covered face.. My cock twitching, still hard.. I take a deep few breaths and speak.. Softly. "Don't worry.. My sexy, cum hungry girl... you're going to get to suck down every drop... But this is your spoon." and I rub my cock along your face, gathering up some of my cum.. And promptly slip it into your lips, my orgasmic fluid spilling over them to help ease it inside.

Me: I want you to cum for me. Badly. I lick and hungrily start sucking t your cock. Moving fast I attack your cock, Licking and sucking looking up at you. I suck hard at your wanting every last drop.

Kasai: I pull my cock from your lips with a pop, loving how the cum slides over your face.. Again, I scoop up another thick glob of my seed and ease it into your lips. "That's my hungry cocksucking slut.. You want this cum.. Use my cock to get it off your face. I want you to coat my dick in it and suck off every drop like the nasty, perfect cum hungry girl I know you are."

Me: I rub your cock against my face. Wetly rubbing your cock mumbling and begging. Please please. I want you. I whimper and lick your cock clean. I take my hand up and stroke you. I smile my face covered in your cum. I lick my lips. I am your little cocksucking slut. I love drinking your cum, Please feed more to me.

And Orgasm… yum.

Two sides of a coin.

So this is a little project I wrote for my dear Dom. It was to be the same story told from the Subs and the Doms point of view. Looking back at it and the emails that lead up to it reminded me how much I really adore my dear old Dom.

*sigh* I lay my head down on on my arm and pull my legs up under me. I am spread out on the ground thinking about my day at work, after breaking myself from that part of me. By shedding my work clothes and putting on my apron (which I adore and is real and cute) I shake my head, now though, now I am waiting. I let out a big sigh sliding my hands down my body fingers just playing lightly on my nipples as I relax on the floor, even though a perfectly good couch sits behind me. My eyes travel up to the door thinking I may hear someone on the stairs. I sit up excited my whole body tightening as my breath catches. My eyes flick to the door as I see the handle start to turn. Up on my knees now I smile beeming as you open the door. I am so excited to see you, I bite my lower lip and almost leap up to touch you. You in the process of taking off your coat chuckle lightly. I rub my head against your thigh still on my knees. Humming to myself and closing my eyes smelling your scent. The scent alone making me feel more full, more relaxed and excited. I bite my lower lip and let out a little whinning whimpering sound. Sitting back on my legs i look up at you presenting myself almost. Wanting you to approve, waiting and needing your touch. You pause just for me and I smile as you lean down and pet my head, sliding your fingers under my chin to just lift my chin. " I know what you want" you darkly say. I kneel and I let out a gasp just at your movement, watching you my eyes giving away my want as I look at your coat pocket knowing what is there. I let out a whispered "yes" as your hands,rough, against my skin slide down my to my bare breast and cup them. I preen loving that you are paying attention to my body, loving my body. Then you slide your hands into your pocket and bring out a small collar, using your hands to sweep my hair out of the way you clip it around my neck. And as you do a feeling of happiness/perfectness/fullness a hard to explain feeling really washes over me and I let out a *sigh*

you.
*Grin* Looking at the clock tick that last second way. I stand up and grab my coat practically jogging through the cold to my car. Sliding into the drivers seat, I turn pull out of the lot and onto the road. Tapping my fingers on the wheel, as I hit yet another jam. Swearing under my breath I narrow my eyes at the road as a whole. You would think people could drive in the rain, but know its like each time... hmmm I shake my head ending that train of thought as my hand slips into my pocket and I feel the little leather bit with my thumb and forefinger. I smile sneaks its way to my lips as I think about how this got in my pocket. About how my little girl is at home waiting just for me. As I drive closer almost there I let my mind wander thinking about having her on her knees bowing under my hand. How I know she will jump to my commands no matter how small. I know I am hardening, just thinking about fucking her pressing her against the couch as fuck her from behind. My hands running down each part of her body pinching and caressing showing how I know and own every little piece. Even as i turn my keys in the door I feel a sort of loving want to have her under me. To feel her panting and begging for the release of orgasm. The door opens under my hand and I am suddenly hit with a energetic girl, I can't help but chuckle as i look down and see the hungry little slut is already naked. I purposely move slowly taking off my coat and things. Pulling out the time. But its when I see her eyes close and rub against my inner thigh that I know I want her now. I want her under me, Mine. I want to claim her perfectly. And so I reach into my pocket " I know what you want" I whisper seeing her body hitch and beg, so hungry and I have yet to begin really. I slip the collar around her throat marking her as mine, completely while wearing it. Looking at it excites me and I feel my pants get tight. Knowing that while you were that you will be totally mine and that you will submit to my every want, every little thing. And that just makes me *grin*

Queer or Kinky? Labels.

I am not quite sure which really explains my sexual orinantion. I am not sure kink can be used in that way but it is definitely a label. I feel a lot of people feel the need to have that fill in the blank label. About the fill in the blank, I don’t like to be singularly labeled. I don’t think many labels actually fully define who I am sexually. Sexuality overall is fluid and evolving.

There is such a list of labels that people give and make for themselves and others. Kinky, gay, bi, straight, Dom, sub, slave, Mistress, Master, and those are only the general ones most everyone knows. There is so many more dealing with gender or how you persoanlly deal with your kink. Really I could do a full post with just a list which perhaps I should do with my own idea of what these labels mean. I think that would be ever changing since my idea of what things mean change as I learn more.

As for myself I don't like to really label.That being said. I think I am a switch, but in that I am a sub to some select people. I have really found there has to be a particular type of spark to make me want to sub to someone. Within that there are even levels which I think may be controlled by my level in trust and desire. I really like to bottom, to have things done to me. I am Not a slave. That is something that I can't really wrap my erotic imagination around. I am a top to some, as I do really enjoy hearing and feeling a lover orgasm under my touch because of me. But not a mistress, I don't want to own someone in that way. I may have leanings into being a dom, but the sort of caring type that demands obedience. So overall I think I could call myself a kinkster. I often find myself using the word switch because it lets on that I do like the power play dynamics of it all.

In sore need to play.

Something short for today. I need to work on writing a letter to my Sir. I would seem we have had some miscommunication about what we are. That level between Play partner/ dom-pet / Girlfriend-Boyfriend is not clear enough. Partially my fault I think, I don't want him to ACTUALLY own me. I just want play at it, but I since I tend to bring emotion into play as well as using words that make him think I want more I can see where I have confused him.

On with this picture though for today! I found this one recently and really like it. I can only imagine her pants around her ankles as if this was an impromptu session. I like to think it started with a nice spanking, after all she is in the best position for it. Plus the way her ass is drawn it is begging for one. That sounded silly to even me, but its what I think. I like how she is bound by a belt but not tied down. I like this sort of positioning where you have some restraint but not fully to test you. Being told not to move like your tied down can be harder than if you were tied down. I want to have that arrange of toys someday. Just had a great idea being spanked like that with a vibrator against my clit. Which is something that may be happening in this picture from the pink wire.

Book made of awesome.

So I am reading the leather daddy and the femme for my kinky book club. It is great. Within the first chapter I felt so many of my kinks be hit. And yet it does so in a brand new way. It goes to show you how some sex is just universally hot. I was reading it on the train on the way to work and I was so very aroused. I had to watch my breathing and my face. I did not want to give away to the normal commuters that I was sitting there getting wet.

Pron The Tron Porn parody

So I mostly just want to see more of the costume design. All I can find thus far is http://www.bleedingcool.com/2010/11/10/pics-from-pron-the-tron-xxx-parody-sfw/

Which I think is sadly lacking in spandex and latex. I don't actually have a fetish with this type of wear but I do know someone who does. And I think they would love it.

So that was fun.

I was sitting on the coach surfing 4chan and listening to Pandora. I was also cooking dinner. My roommate came out to help. Nothing wrong there. But then he said he was going to change the music. Cool. OH wait! NO! because I had porn up. I flew across the room, slamming my computer shut and just yelled out "no! Porn." Then I blushed. He just sort of chuckled and went to put music on from his computer.

Lazy day is lazy

I did so very little today. Which is great. I spoke to my Sir last night and I am really excited about the next time we play. We are going to play out a more Dom/Pet thing. This has always been a big kink for me and I know he is just perfect to play with me. He also told me that he wants to do some more really rough play with me. I trust him to take me step by step which is an exciting thing to me.

On a side note I am listening to No More Kings. I love this band.

Drinking makes me handsy.

I grabbed at least one of my males friends crouch. I have no idea why I thought that was ok.

I have always been like this. In college I used drinking as an excuse to be allowed to touch people and be touched. I clearly remember the moment when I realized I could be sexually aggressive and not drunk. Best moment ever. Last night was really fun though went out to dinner and then to a house party where they had actually made Jungle juice. Ah the bane of many a college party! But I drank anyway and had lots of fun chatting with many old friends.

Despite my goal of making out with someone at midnight I did not. It was pleasantly ok though as most of the crowd was not face sucking either.