Not in the mood to post.

Attractive. So I am no longer playing with Metronerd. Today he informed me we should have sex any more. I pushed him for a why, which I guess is where I went wrong. He told me that he no longer found me attractive, that he was bored with me. I must admit this hurt rather badly. I don't have the highest self confidence in self as it is. I am going cold turkey on him for a while, since I considered him a friend first, so that maybe someday in the future that we can be friends again. It also just came at a really poor time for me, being alone now for so many days. There is something that allows you to wallow a little when your alone and getting nothing for Christmas.

OK enough self pity, back to our regular programing tomorrow.