Hey there blog... look I am not dead.
I still sort of
struggle with how littles are sometimes viewed by greater kink and I am not
fully out nor really fully organized with my indemnity in it. There are people
who know I enjoy playing like a little girl but not everyone.
How does being a little make me feel/think?-I am usually
more relaxed because I only really act like one when I feel safe and loved. I enjoy
feeling childish and a little bratty. I get to act out in the ways I would
never do in my day to day. Overall in my real life I am pretty put together and
am the one who takes care of everyone and everything. Growing up I was the oldest and was the adult
very early on. I feel like being a little releases me for the stress of being the
best and fixing everything, because I know I will be taken care of. That is
sort of a big deal to me.
I also like the idea of Daddy/little girl and find it very different
in idea from daddy/daughter like thoughts and play. Its this weird mix of love
and play but also the idea of old school leather Daddy and his boy. (only I am
a girl and am a cis-girl) I have always been drawn to that dynamic and my play
has always been a mix of that a being treated like that and being treated a
little kid depending on what we are doing. I really don’t like the way of thinking of
Daddy/daughter play. That’s a taboo that grosses me out, and it seems from what
I have read to be less about consent than I would like. I mean I like playing
out con-non-con sometimes too but the incest feeling of it bothers me too much.
As for the difference on what is shown in public I think
that really depends on how well you know those public people. I would act
radically different at say a flea party that I would at a friend’s house. I am
not sure you are meaning about the way people act to others when they have
those rolls. I don’t think people act all that different unless that’s their game.
Example if a couple has protocol you can
tell that’s what they want to show, if not then they still may have that
dynamic but just don’t show it in the same way. Same with Daddies and their Girls
if their game is to show certain acts that make them both happy or wet (like teasing a little about something to
make them squirm or a girl begging and bothering her daddy to do something)
then you can tell that is their dynamic, but you can still have a Daddy/girl
dynamic and not have it readily read by others. A lot of the actions that
happen between this particular type of couple happens with all types of Dom/sub
relationships.
I am rarely made uncomfortable unless there are sharp things
involved, I am worried about the consent, or its just too violent for my taste
(thug play). I have been surprised a
couple of times by things but I have not really gone to any Big/little get togethers.
arise of death...........welcome back
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