I define my self as a switch. I generally like to bottom more but I do have moments when I want top. (and I do.) I swing between being a bratty bottom to a slightly sadistic top. I do think that those three categories sort of limit a person. But I have already had my post on labels. So enough of that.
All parts of Bdsm interest me. Its the adventure. The thrill. The controlled fear. The differences, how its out of the ordinary. I like surprise. I like being pushed mentally and physically. I like being able to let go of all the thoughts in my head. To just BE. I can never do that normally. I am too Adhd to worried about things. I need that power play push to push me into just being in my body. I like how there is so many different things that turn people on. I don't always find them hot myself but I love to see people happy in what they like. I feel like this whole blog is about what interests me. This whole blog is a way of looking at myself and finding what this means to me.
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